Yes I know I haven't blogged in FOREVER... but I'm bacccck! What's new in my life? hmmm nothing interesting.. School started and can you saw EXHAUSTING??? As long as it's keeping me busy I will do whatever it asks of me. So on to what I really wanted to blog about....
I woke up late this morning, so I didn't have any time to get ready. I hopped out the shower, moisturized, threw on my loud blue scrubs, pulled my hair back in a head band and headed out the door. (yes I brushed my teeth just forgot to add that in..) Scrubby right? Yes, I agree. But I was late and it's just school right? So I got to school thinking I was late (arrival time 8:25 class starts at 8:45) and opened my door and I hear a "pop". I look down and there she was... my iPhone... faced down on the hard pointy gravel of DEATH! YES my phone attempted suicide on September 13, 2010. Luckily she was unlucky in the act, however; she will need some plastic surgery to replace her broken nose and well her entire face. So as of right now she looks like a prostitute... she can still get the job done but doesn't look good doing it. My poor phone. I will try to get you that surgery ASAP...
On a lighter note, when I arrived to work today my co-workers complimented me on my outfit and said I have really cute style. This really shocked me because if you've seen me, I don't have style. My closet composes of t-shirts and mis-matched articles that I flip through magazines everyday in hopes of finding something that may resemble what I have. Then I'd throw it all together to "attempt" being stylish however it usually ends up disastrous. Therefore, I usually just wear t-shirts and jean and of course my most favorite outfit ever.. my scrubs. Anyways, so my co workers said that I had the cutest scrubs on and every time I come to work I always look so cute. This made me very VERY self conscious. Honestly I don't find my style appealing and I look horrid without make-up, and yes today I went without make-up. Which means I was a pale white zombie looking thing... lols. Anyways so I started reflecting on my looks and my style and I realize that the reason why I'm so self conscious of it is probably because I don't really take the time to be "girly". Or take the time to fix myself up and get to where I want to be physically. So... I made a promise to myself.. I shall start being more girly and paying more attention to my appearance. The only time that I'm ever concerned about my appearance is when I go out.. and that's rarely so it's time to be a GIRL. (but it takes sooo long to be girly...) lol
So tomorrow starts DAY one of OPERATION NEW ME: I hope I'll stick to it this time around. Any pointers on style.. holla.. ya girl needs some help!
p.s. I'd like to dedicate this song to Mr. DHN
good day blog.. another piece of me trying to get itself back to normal..
<3 Ngoccers
